Well fuck.

I waited for two whole long as hell weeks to get the news on Friday evening at 5:15pm just as I was about to leave.

“John, we’ve offered the job to someone else”

Fuck, what. I worked so hard. This can’t be real.

“You were the by far the favorite canididate”

What the fuck, why then are you giving my fucking job away, why is this slipping through my hands. The world is getting dark

“The canididate just had so many years of experience as a C# developer, we had to take him”

Shit, who is he? I think I’ll break his fucking eyeballs. See him develop in Visual Studio then!

“Just hang tight though John, we may have something opening up for you real soon”

Ya when this old fuck head who doesn’t have a real career and decides to steal my job takes the big full time programmer job that I’m ultimately after. Sure then you will offer me his old job. Fuck.

Quite a discouraging end to an otherwise good Friday and decent week. I was pretty fucking down for quite some time after work. I feel better now [after a strong Martini]. Perhaps they will create another programmer position very soon, after all their budget is “virtually unlimited”.

In the game of life some win, some loose, and some get bent over backwards to take it up the ass from the winners until finally someone lets them win. I think I might be in the last category.