I mean really. I just don’t have very much to say lately. I am still having bouts of sadness over Michelle. Everyone urges me to move on, I pray and pray on the matter and still I come out confused. I bought a 93 Saturn SC2 last weekend and I have spent every waking hour this past week working on it. The motor is in great shape but the body needed lots of work. Right now it is 3 different colors, but I will have it painted soon! The interior was very very dirty so hurray for Armor All, that shit works wonders. Some of the interior paneling is in bad shape, I’m not sure if I am willing to replace it, but I really don’t like it how it is now. I was at my parents until wednesday working on the car, because my dad has lots more tools that I, so now I am back home in B-town. I worked out a schedule so far with my boss on the football team and it looks like I will still be able to work for them for the entire season!!! I also recieved a call yesterday from the IU Alumni Association. I applied for a web designer position with them at the very begining of the summer. They did not hire me then, but called yesterday to ask if I was still interested in a 20 hour a week position. They will call me early next week with more information and to let me know if I will be hired. This is good news because after fixing up my saturn and taking Ethel to the vet I am shit broke. I did not really plan on this but Ethel needed to see the vet for what I thought was some skin condition. It turns out that she had a small flea problem that her body did not like on bit. Her skin is pink and spotted, plus she has scratched herself in certain places way too much leading to some scabbing and bleeding. Nothing serious but I had to get her checked out. The vet sent me home with tons of meds and stuff for Ethel. We also got all of her vacines taken care of, we tested her for heartworms, and since she came out negative, we started a heart worm prevention medication for her. All of this came to …… way fucking more than I expected. This is the life of a dog owner and I love my Ethel very very much. Her health is very important to me and I will do what is needed.

I guess I did have a little to say, but much still feels the same for me. I have just have one last thing to say, something always on my mind.

I miss you Michelle, and I love you so very much. When can I see you again?

Add comment July 21st, 2006 at 04:13pm John