Michelle and I
Last night I got to talk with Michelle!
It was very good for me. I had many questions for her about our past relationship. I don’t know what I was expecting to hear or what I expected to feel after talking with her, but this certainly is not what I had thought.
Nothing new really happened. She said the same things she has been saying to me:
That she doesn’t want to be with me now.
The she isn’t single 
That she has no idea what the future holds.
I did not expect to feel good after hearing these things, but I do. Actually I feel recharged. I still hope and hope and hope to get back together with her, but I feel I am more rooted in reality now. I can see now that talking with her recharges me. I need it. Kinda strange but it helps to fuel my heart, to know that she still cares… I can still carry on.
I know that my feelings would not have changed, or that my outlook on life or Michelle would not have changed no matter what she said. Basically life is the same except that I am recharged now. I was getting low on Michelle fuel, but I filled up to the brim last night. Great conversation, happy times, laughs, rolling on the floor, tears, … the works.
Also I got a call today from the owner of Mixed Greens which is a new restaurant being built down the road from my house. We have a meeting tomorrow to go over a website for his business and to give him a quote. More work for John!!!! Plus I finished the first complete draft of the website I’m working on now. Hopefully the owner of the site will get back in touch with me tonight or tomorrow so that I can make changes quickly and get that site done with cash in my pocket, cause my pocket is empty!
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