What a fun weekend I had. Went to Indy on Friday night to cheer up a friend of a friend. We meet up with another of my friends in downtown but decided to head up to broadripple. The alley cat seemed to be the place to be so that is where we stayed. Played some pool and generally made funny faces and danced beside a pool table in a bar where no one dances. Yes it was by myself, very 80’s-ish, and pretty damn funny to watch! Ended the night with a wonderful shake and bake frisco melt and coke, ooo la la. Last night was a friends friend’s going away party. The dude made a total ass out of himself and got completely wasted before 11:00pm. Randomly at 12:30 my friend and I decide to roll up to Ball State and visit one of his friends. We get there at 2:00am and are promptly handed a stronger than steel mix of rum and coke. You could smell the rum from a mile away. Later I was told it also had gin and brandy in it. Wow. Stayed up till 7am and played spin the bottle like little high school children. Oh the fun. I love random weekends. Party on Wayne, Party on Garth.
January 22nd, 2006 at 09:15pm
John
So I’ve been sick for almost a week now. I’ve had a cough since before I can remember. I am feeling a bit better today, but I’m bored as hell. I can find almost nothing to do. I watched to Colts loose on national tv and thought about how we can’t finish anything here in Indiana. I think that as a state we just suck. The people are ok but apathetic and that sucks. The scenery is cool. So that is a plus. I bought an xbox online so that I can play some games. I don’t “game” much so I thought that spending $400 on an xbox 360 was way way too much. The thing won’t get here until late this coming week though. So, I will be bored until then. I am sure that this will keep me entertained for awhile, but I know it won’t keep me going forever. Hopefully my business will get going and I can use the xbox to keep stress down. I used to watch movies all of the time, but really I am getting sick of doing this. I want something interactive. I am trying skateboarding, but it is still cold outside. School work will keep me a little busy, but without having a real job I will still have extra time on my hand. It is an odd thing to have too much time on your hands. A very odd thing. I still hope for my future though. I know things will pick up as the semester rolls onwards, and I still hope that my valentine will take me back. How I love her!
January 15th, 2006 at 07:24pm
John
An internet friend has recently posted a link to a great article on depression and the possiblity and relation to a protein called p11. The post is a great read and some good insight into depression from a fellow sufferer. Go out and read!
January 8th, 2006 at 11:18pm
John
Crazy. I use this word a lot. It means different things to me depending upon the context. When I think of life and I think “crazy” I think that things are not how I would like them to be, I think that my feelings are jumbled and have been in the spin-cycle too long, I feel like my head will explode unless I find a dark place to scream at the top of my lungs, I feel like I need physical pain to remind me that I am real. Crazy. Just another word for being fucked up, feeling like life is not going how you would like it to be going. Really though, when does life go like we plan, never. I am trying to stay atop these curve balls and doing so pretty well I might say, but once in awhile (usually after too much alcohol) I break down, down, down. Fall into a pit. I always come back to reality very shortly and have only a few holes in my walls so far. I will continue to try and stay busy as my head de-confuses itself. Maybe sometime this washer of life will be done and I can be moved to the dryer. Maybe.
January 8th, 2006 at 11:05am
John
